I fucking hate myself. I despise everything about me. I just want to die.
This is a blog about my weightloss, my trials and tribulations, my feelings, and my life.
SW/HW: 252 lbs, CW: 250 lbs, GW1: 240, GW2: 220, GW3: 200, GW4: 180, UGW: 160 lbs
252, 251, 250, 249, 248, 247, 246, 245, 244, 243, 242, 241, 240, 239, 238, 237, 236, 235, 234, 233, 232, 231, 230, 229, 228, 227, 226, 225, 224, 223, 222, 221, 220, 219, 218, 217, 216, 215, 214, 213, 212, 211, 210, 209, 208, 207, 206, 205, 204, 203, 202, 201, 200, 199, 198, 197, 196, 195, 194, 193, 192, 191, 190, 189, 188, 187, 186, 185, 184, 183, 182, 181, 180, 179, 178, 177, 176, 175, 174, 173, 172, 171, 170, 169, 168, 167, 166, 165, 164, 163, 162, 161, 160.
So. Here’s my plan starting tomorrow. I’m going to follow my modified version of the skinny girl diet. Rules: EVERY CALORIE COUNTS, even fruits and veggies. Exercise for at least an hour 5 times a week. On fast days, fruits and veggies don’t count, you can eat them. If you’re doing high intensity exercise, turn it fast days into low cal days. You need food. If you mess up and binge, don’t sweat it, just keep going. Alright. I know this won’t last long for me. I’m trying it though. I’ll keep you motherfuckers updated.
I fucking hate myself. I despise everything about me. I just want to die.